I feel lonely and nuah on christmas eve

And I feel bad for abandoning nat with caroling, because church is just too far.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Wow I haven't blogged in EONNSS. Coming back this round was really much better and enjoyable. Namely because of a few reasons:



1) It's cooler here in Singapore than it is in 35 degree-ed Brisbane
2) My sister has moved out meaning I get my own cupboard space and room at home
3) I'm still fat, but not as fat as I was in July so my clothes not as uncomfortable
4) The house really just has much much more space as compared to when I came back in July
5) Christmas mood is kicking in, so people are nicer (seemingly)
6) I feel more zen because a year has passed and this holiday seems incredibly long
7) Got the whole house to myself during the day
8) If you notice I keep emphaising the house, I think being in Brisbane has really spoilt my perception of personal space. I now find that incredible incredibly important.



Ironically I'm much happier this round even though I'm lacking so many things, e.g.:



1) I left my guitar in Brisbane because I brought home mangoes instead


2) The person I've been spending the most time with over the past few months is now stuck in some God-forsaken farm in the middle of the desert, way past Rockhampton and busy playing with cow udders and bull testicles (I kid you not) Oh yes, not to forget stomping around in tonnes bullshit as well!


3) I have no internet at home. Relying on WirelessSG and my sister's internet


4) I have a very limited mobile phone plan of <100>

5) My friends are all busy with their own lives, save for a few

6) It costs a bomb to call my nan ren in the middle of the desert. Must be the sand

But I'm still surprisingly un-emo-y, un-angsty and pretty happy. =) I guess it's cos I have my daily schedule which I follow everyday. Waking up at 8am, going for a run, cleaning some part of the house or doing the laundry, spending a few hours on my sister's scrapbook while watching lame Japanese dramas, then maybe going out to meet my sister or a random friend in the afternoon. Night tines are usually spent with mum watching the BLOCKBUSTER Chinese drama of 2009 at 9pm with our FAVOURITE gu niang jeanette aw. hahahhaa, it's still not melodramatic yet, so watching it for the past week has still been pretty funny. hahaha...

Lionel very graciously lent me his SLR to play with when I went to Malaysia! Look at my mummy's act cute turtle face, hahhaa...

And their wedding rings. Nice hor? I take picture one.. hahah.. They're mismatched if you noticed