Self Talk

I believe that the majority of the population experiences moments, whether fleeting or not, of low self esteem, low motivation or morale, or just those moments where you think you're a useless piece of shit who has wasted your life so far. And it's in moments like these that you really really need some of that self psychoing, self motivation jargon that we see being sold the shelves of Borders and Times. I personally need to tell myself that I'm not a useless piece of junk once in a while, and that I haven't actually wasted my life, and that hey, I am actually pretty damn good at what I do. (Even though it may be a lie, but hey, that's what helps me get outta bed and out to face the world sometimes).


And right now, is one of those moments. So please don't mind, but seeing that this is my blog, I have the right to write whatever nonsense shit I want, and now I'm going to brag about myself (Well, actually not really brag la, just convince myself that I don't suck)

1) I have decent grades
2) I have a nice rented house that's kept clean
3) I think I have a life
4) I have a job
5) I have a brain
6) I'm not a grossly overweight US citizen
7) I can at least cook a meal and not burn down the house
8) I can play 1.5 instruments decently
9) I can run 2km without keeling over and dying, though even a 2year old can do that
10) I can juggle.. briefly
11) Oo I almost forgot, I have an awesome boyfriend who charms the life outta me and is literally, my prince charming on a (brown) stallion.. (hurhurhur) =)

Ok I think I'm ready to study now

I SO cannot work under stress, I do so many impulsive things when I'm stress. If I hadn't forgotten to bring my wallet today and only had $1 in my pocket, I would've bought a whole vending machine'ss worth of M&Ms already.

It's amazing how volatile the mind can be, all because of the hormones and endocrine glands running on overdrive in the brain.

oh gosh